Smile, it's the biggest lie you can ever tell.

I went through myspace and found a picture of me doing a freeze.

I know it’s a real shitty freeze and look at my out-of-date flare jeans… xD Haha! In all honesty, I miss dancing. I may not have been good at it (we all have our own opinion on that. Aw, I remember my nickname too. B-girl Perceptive. I really did have a way of looking at problematic situations and seeing the overall view of things in order to find a solution. Those days seem like such a distant memory now. A person I don’t even know anymore but at the same time it’s the person I was and therefore still am deep down inside. You know, just dancing… It really gave you a different world. You don’t care what people think of how you dance because that’s your style, it’s nothing but you. You feel the beat of the music and you move with the music. You become a part of the music. Everything seems to different now. There’s no time for anything, people lose themselves in their busy lives. You need to make time to do what makes you happy, finding that block of time just isn’t that simple to achieve. We’re getting older and losing that worry-free happiness we used to have. It’s sad, isn’t it?

All you dancers out there… All you people doing what makes you effortlessly happy… Keep doing what you’re doing. Don’t lose touch with that side of yourself. Once you’ve lost something, it’s hard to get it back. You really need to work for it which defeats the purpose of doing something “effortlessly”. Don’t lose touch with the thing that keeps you sane. You’ll forever be insane and to tell you the truth, I can’t give you an answer on how to become sane again. I’m still trying to figure that part out.